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Man. This blows.

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.

Honestly I feel stuck.

What have I done?


I just have to keep reminding myself to live in the now.

I’m so scared of the future.

And what it means.


I’m so sorry.

That’s all I know how to say.

So sorry for the pain you suffered, so sorry for the wrong you fought.

I wish I had been there all along.


I love the way you make me feel.

Oh god.

I just miss him so much.


I can’t.

Every word that he says is a dagger in me.

In my life, there’s been no one like him anywhere. Anywhere, where he is.

If he asked, I’d be his.

He was never mine to lose. Why regret what could not be?

These are words he’ll never say. Not to me.


Without me,

his world will go on turning.


It’s honestly pathetic how little of an effort i put into this AP.

I really just don’t care at all.


I want to help you,

But I don’t know how.

I want to soothe you, but I can’t speak out.

I have many fears about rejection, I have many memories of pain. I have many doubts about my motives, so I’ll turn and look the other way.


How come I don’t wake up with you next to me?

But I’ll never be who you need me to be.

At least I don’t think so.


Stats is really not happening right now.